Hari-hari yang malas

1st March 2012. Sekejap je, aku dah 2 bulan keje kat sini. Hurm...lagi sebulan untuk confirmation. :) Boleh tahan lah..tapi..kdg2 ada rasa bosan gak..guess what? dah 3 hari tak tau nak buat apa, n dok ngadap internet sampai aku naik muak jelak..ntah salah sapa pun aku tak tau. tapi mmg takde kerja! hahhaa...kalau dulu kat deloitte ni, sure lah aku tgh berperang hari-hari, sampai ke 3 4 pagi. nak berinternetisasi? argghh mmg tidak lah kannn...busy nya sampai buat aku tak tenang tido, or lebih tepat lagi, dalam mimpi pun masuk bab2  kerja ni..hahaha..whatever is is, syukur lah dgn nikmat masa yang Allah bagi ni...Dia aturkan yang terbaik utk kita semua...time2 ada problem, aku ada kelapangan masa dalam kerjaya. Kalau tak, sure aku ni separuh gila dek masalah yg bertimpa2...huhu

Jap lagi nak g KL..ada meeting. adoii..buat meeting hari kames, and they expect u to come back n work the next day. Then, the meeting only start at 4 and probably finish at 6pm. Mangkuk betul! Hello, the journey takes u 8 hours ok (4 hours from and 4 hours to JB)....tired lah! tapi nak buat canor..nak diberi kerja kann..so buat je lah....

hati aku still rasa sakit. the pain is deep inside, tak terluah dek kata2. Aku je yang boleh rasa. It's tooooo painful but i just have to find the medicine for recovery. To heal the cuts. To heal the pain. Maybe it's too new to remove all the feelings inside. Takpelah, what can I do? dah mcm2 action tapi x jalan gak, so BERSABAR je lah...always remind myself, sabar...sabar...sabar....only that. Kdg2 rasa ya ampun, tak sangka aku teraniaya sgt2...sgt2 rasa dianiayai...kalau boleh cek hati aku ni kot dah berlubang..pecah2..darah2..teruk kot..tapi sbb tak boleh tgk kan, hanya boleh rasa. N kita sorg je boleh rasa. Hurmmm...takpe takpe...time flies, and the sadness and sorrow will go away. N I am definitely sure that I will be happy, and even happier than now, in the future. As long as I am patient, and follow the right direction, I will be and always be in the right track insyaAllah.